Dec9WedDecember 9, 2020
The first Christmas wasn't all angels singing, shepherds kneeling, and Magi giving gifts. It was also Joseph doubting, Mary wondering, Rachel weeping, and the family fleeing into Egypt. They were stressed out by Christmas too.
Depending on whom you ask, Christmas is either the best or worst time of the year. For some, "it's those holiday greetings and gay happy meetings when friends come to call!" For others, it is time to sing the blues.
True, the oft-quoted myth that suicides peak during Christmas is just that, a myth. The rates go down.
On the other hand, WebMD reports that "Holiday blues are a pretty common problem despite the fact that as a society, we see the holidays as a joyous time," says Rakesh Jain, MD, director of psychiatric drug research at the R/D Clinical Research Center in Lake Jackson, Texas.
In other words, we're less likely to do ourselves in but more likely to think about it. Especially at the end of 2020!
Those of us who have lost family members in the past few years, or been through the trauma of divorce, are most prone to the Christmas blues. Reminders of loved ones gone come in as many colors as gift wrap, and the complications of conflicts with step-families and feuding parents are well-documented sources of holiday unhappiness. Add to that this year's pandemic pandemonium, the restrictions on travel, amplified expectations for joy, the stress of preparations, shopping, lack of exercise, and extra eating, and it's no wonder some of us get grumpy and sad.
So if Blue Christmas is your holiday hymn, here are a few ideas to help you change your tune.
Usually, I would encourage you to change your environment. Humans are creatures of habit and highly sensitive to our environments. When we do the same things, the same ways, in the same places year after year, it can be challenging to associate Christmas with joy, especially if the people who were part of that joy are no longer present. We might not want to travel this year, but we can do different things to celebrate. I'm planning to build a fire-pit outside. We're going to hang some outdoor lights and maybe drive through the South Boston Speedway light show one weekend. The point is, make some changes.
Change your traditions. Change the routine. Drop some old habits and build some new ones. Never baked Christmas cookies? Try it. Tired of baking? Stow your cookie sheets and try cakes or pies.
Change your attitude about grief. Grief is like the tide; it comes in and goes out on a schedule unpredictable for us. We don't think it's appropriate for the holidays, so we try to restrain it. But that's the worst thing we can do. Like an ocean wave, grief has an energy, and that energy will find an outlet, even if we try to suppress it. Anger, bitterness, resentment, and depression can be the results. Better to adopt a new paradigm for dealing with grief, to ride the wave rather than stand against it. When we learn to do that, grief can help us heal and experience new kinds of joy. "Blessed are those who mourn," Jesus said, "for they will be comforted." We can't be comforted if we refuse to mourn.
Finally, change your theology. Remember that the first Christmas wasn't all angels singing, shepherds kneeling, and Magi giving gifts. It was also Joseph doubting, Mary wondering, Rachel weeping, and the family fleeing into Egypt. They were stressed out by Christmas too.
And while you remember that, remember this: The food, the gifts, family, and friends are only the celebrants and elements of the celebration. The real joy is in the Christ child who came to "save his people from their sins," and in the knowledge that God on high has declared "peace on earth to men on whom his favor rests."